And Then it Happened...

That rainy, summer day that we met will never be forgotten. I will mark that date on every calendar, and tell everybody I know that September 2nd was the day my missing puzzle piece finally showed up and decided to complete me. Lamar, my amazing boyfriend, has become my everything. He is my shining sun when my days are bleak. He makes me laugh even when I cant even bear to crack a smile. And, most importantly, he showed me how a person is supposed to be loved. He understands that talk is cheap so, instead of just telling me that he loves me, he shows me. Everyday he does something different so that I dont forget that Im his top priority. And, even after all of the disagreements and our short time away from eachother, we can easily say that none of that has made us weaker. It just made is stronger, better, and more stable than we've ever been. So I sat down one day and I realized something that both scared the shit outta me and intrigued me. I had finally realized that I really wanna spend the rest of my life with him. I want to be his wife and have his kids and just be the crazy, outrageous us that we've always been. I just want us to be together for as long as this life will let us. And, when I realized all of this, the anticipation began to kill me. Because When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. You want your life with him to start immediately. So, when September 2nd, 2011 comes around, and we are a year into this amazing relationship, I'll read this to him because I wanna get this right. I want him to know exactly what goes on in my head when I look at him or when I wake up next to him. And, since my feelings sound so much better on paper then when it's rolling straight outta my mouth, I feel confidence in telling him just how much i love him. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me and if he didnt know it...well now he knows.
♥♥♥ xoxo, Shay♥♥♥