You can't see what's going onBecause what's going on is too deep andtoo dark for you to seeEveryone's smiling and talking, and happyand i'm thinkingHow the fuck are so you so happy when I'm screaming inside!I want to leave, but I can'tI'm bound by the will I can never give upWhy am I stopping?I want to leave but I can'tI'm bound by the will I can never give upIt's from 13 Reasons Why. The same desperateness and the same hopelessness. I don't know if it's lucky to have someone to accuse and to hate; or is it better to just put all the weight and blame on yourself so that at least no one feels guilty for your own suicide.