Yes, I have sleepless night today. I do not know what the reason is; maybe I am just too exhausted. Recently too many things happened one shot, makes me feel so helpless. It is not the physical helplessness, rather the mind. I am not sure what I am thinking is right, what I am doing is right, or even what I say is right. I don’t know what I should think. I don’t know what should I react. Maybe I am just lacking Godliness. I need the Word, I need God. Even when the world is trembling down, You will always be there for me.

Never Find Fault From Your lovable Once Because Fault Maybe Small But that Heart Will Suffers A lot Treasure..... Treasure.. Treasure. Your lover [video src="http://www.youtube.com/v/w41gqTFYh08"]

It is really true that when we faces problems in life, the first thing that we need to recognize is to be calm. Anxiousness does not get you anywhere. As Jesus said: ""Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?" (Matthew 6:25) He is telling us that our life is in God's hands, anxiousness does not get us anywhere better. Really, someone important in my life taught me how to be calm when I am like an an in a hot pot, jumping around, crying for solutions. For those of us that are Christians, or at least believe in God, it is a great news. You can put your worries upon God and you know He will directs you. If we seriously believe that God is in control of our lives, just let Him leads you, wherever it is, He would provides a way out. Lastly, lets meditate upon this verse: John 16:33 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” [video src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ABel-BGxhFs"]

I am jammed both ways. I can choose to ignore my own feeling and goes on like nothing. I can choose not to reveal my pain. I am also facing problem when you reacted with those negative sayings. I did not mean that you must give up yourself to do something against your will. All I think of is I, I know I am selfish. I am very bad, I am having split feelings. I don’t wanna have this kind of talk anymore. I can’t afford to share it, I don’t want to pick a fight. I learnt. I will keep my feeling to myself. I thank caftan, because I still can pour out you.

You thought you were strong, Until something hits you so hard, You finally fell. Then you thought you can overcomes it, Until something inside you, Tells you what you need is a strong determination and will.

Sometimes it’s so hard to comprehend pain by yourself, especially those that people wouldn’t understand. Some pains are just so bad that it hurts you and people around you. Pains are like thorns, it pierces deeply inside you. It grows out from you. It takes away your rationality. It is a weakness, sometimes a strong one. You just wish that you can live without it, Or at least it goes disappears. It is a journey of life. Who can understands?

Lord, I just pray that you forgives all my sins, even the hidden ones. Right now, just want to ask you to bless my dearie. She has a presentation going on today at 1030am. Lord, I ask that everything will goes smoothly, even the traffic. Give her the full freshness and wisdom. Let all the activities goes smoothly. Let her gain the favour from You and her lecturers. Let the best flow out from her. In Jesus's name, Amen